Rue is a troubled teenager who struggles with addiction and mental health issues. She is intelligent, introspective, and fiercely independent, but also emotionally vulnerable, deeply impacted by her own struggles with addiction and mental health. She often feels disconnected from the world around her, and has difficulty expressing her emotions and connecting with others.
Jules is a transgender girl who moves into town with her father, seeking a fresh start after a difficult past. She is artistic, creative, and free-spirited but struggles with issues of self- doubt, identity, and relationships.
Rue and Jules meet and strike up a friendship, which eventually develops into a romantic relationship, both of them feel this unusual rush that breaks them away from the real world everytime they are together.
Their personal journey is closely tied to their relationship with each other, as they are able to find solace in each other; their love for each other can be seen as a beacon of hope in an otherwise bleak world.
However, Rue's struggles with addiction and mental health becomes increasingly pronounced, leading to a number of intense and emotionally charged conflicts between the two. This severely impacts Jules because over time, she feels unheard, neglected and hollow with Rue. This is also the period she wishes to explore her sexual identity, and tries to communicate with Rue about it but there seems to be a gap always. Despite this, Rue is actively trying to fight to maintain her sobriety and find a sense of purpose in her life, as that motivation largely stems from her relationship with Jules.
When this struggle with her feelings for Rue and her own identity remains unresolved over a period of time, Jules fails to communicate her commitment issues to Rue. Eventually, she meets a woman, Anna through a dating app. She turns to Anna for comfort and understanding, and they end up having a sexual encounter, post which Jules is consumed by guilt and regret. She realizes that she is unable to trust Rue due to her history of addiction and emotionally instability, which prevents her from fully opening up about the situation with Rue.
Over time, she also acknowledges that her decision to cheat on Rue was never a simple act of selfishness or cruelty, but a manifestation of her own struggles with identity, self- doubt, and confusion, and the challenges of navigating relationships in a world that can be both confusing and overwhelming.